never.ending.love.for.you_____x.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

waking up

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i think lifes abt a whole series of waking up to ur senses... looking back to when i was young.. i found some of my actions foolish.. and immature.. but of coz.. this is on hindsight...if only i had foresight instead!! haha.. but its true.. has anyone out there experienced this waking up b4?? its like u have always believed in something... or think certain way abt things... then one day.. WHAM! u realised that its wrong.. maybe not totally wrong.. but maybe theres a new and different way of doing things... haha and.. have u sometimes wondered why some so call adults appear childish or immature still?? its because they never woke up... tats not always a bad thing.. i mean.. they can be more happy than those who 'woke up' coz they take life easier.. but theres another side to the story...they can be stuck in their own world... viewing the rest of the world with narrowmindedness... so fixed are they in their own ways.. they allow for no concessions frm others... everyone is wrong and they are the correct ones... they could be living in loops.. and not allowing any outside views to intrude... hmm.. cant say they are wrong.. but whos having the better life?? well.. its a case by case basis bah... haha personally i rather wake up.. then to be trapped in illusions about the world...oh well...

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
9:06 AM

days had passed
hours had slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

 your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

 i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

 i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

 ____________

lenard`
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