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Thursday, March 24, 2005

in the mood to write

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haha keep telling myself not to think of her... but she just keep coming back to the fore of my mind.. been going to her blog.. think she has forgotten who i am liao... haha bish!

burdened with the past, i cant see the future..
yet without the past, who am i??

hav i lingered too much in my memories??
hav i put too much meaning to wat we had??

is this called being sentimental??
or just plain stupidity to hold on while there's nothing at all to hold??

we had so many moments wherein we bared our hearts, our worries, our fears..
yet they seem pathetically few now, since it means nothing to her..

i was alone before she came along..
if she din intend to stay, why did she care??

if im no one to her now, do i still care for her??
do i still worry abt her?

i do!
i do...

forever the fool tat i am...
i have to move on la!!

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
12:47 PM

days had passed
hours had slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

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lenard`
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