never.ending.love.for.you_____x.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

i am but a fool

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haiz.. so foolishly in love with someone... must kill this foolishness.. must stop it.. i know its the right thing to do..but why cant i do it? i truly dun know.. just found out tat she still cant trust me.. why not?? it was a genuine mistake.. AAARRGGGH...really dun understand wat can i do to remedy the situation... hahah i think im in the mood to write again....haiz...i am but a fool

i am but a fool, to be so foolishly in love with someone
to be pining for her, to be wishing to know everything abt her

why is it so hard to believe im true to her?
why is it so difficult to trust me once more?

haha.. i know im not the right guy for her.. yet i want to care for her
i know she is happy with someone else, yet i worry about the slightest thing about her

haiz...without her trust, are we still friends?
or just acquaintances?

friends; who shares secrets?
or acquaintances; who says the occasional hello?

i am but a fool
to be in love once more

anyway...watched 'Hitch' today.. wonderful! learnt many things... haha.. gonna do some major changes to meself!

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
11:40 PM

days had passed
hours had slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

 your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

 i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

 i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

 ____________

lenard`
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t w e n t y - t w o
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