never.ending.love.for.you_____x.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

fallout

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it went nuclear..just like tat... so cold yet so final.. no turning back now.. all's said and done.. the ink has dried.. we are no longer friends.. not even acquaintances.. zlitch! no connection! nada! suppose i shd feel relieved.. to be free of all these fucking depression.. but im bloody not.. was it all fake? i think so.. but din want to believe.. her fren told me she is a good actress.. and i suppose im a good audience.. falling for her every fucking word.. the emptiness in my heart is so deep.. i cant feel anything.. not even when she ignored me was it so complete... nothing in there no more.. its dead.. i cant feel. whatever...

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
11:52 PM

days had passed
hours had slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

 your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

 i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

 i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

 ____________

lenard`
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